Tayla (Ickkle) Gessey

i remember the day that i took my pregnancy test we were camping summer 2007 and had been wanting this to happen for the last 3 years and finally before us was those positive lines on the pregnancy test me and daddy were very happy we couldnt belive what we were seeing that i had finally got pregnant after trying for so long i was about 4 weeks pregnant at the time but we just knew that it would be positive ,so we carried on our camping trip and had a great time and the smiles on our face were permenantly stuck on me and daddy decided to tell ur 2 brothers and 2 sisters that we were to have you tayla in our family it was such joy seeing the faces of your brothers and sisters knowing that they were to have another brother or sister , we finished our camping trip and came home i still couldnt belive that i was actually pregnant with u it was such a happy time for us all i booked into the docs to see the midwife when i was 7 weeks pregnant with u it then felt all so real that we were going to have u in our life tayla , but the week after when i was 8 weeks pregnant with u i started bleeding i broke down thinking the worst that i had lost you i went to a and e with daddy and they told me that i would need a scan to see what was happening so off for a scan i went 2 days later , i was being scaned and as soon as i lay on the bed the epu lady said aww we got a heart beat a nice strong one and that was such a relief that i was still keeping u warm baby and u were still with me inside my tummy we had a picture of u and that picture i will cherish forever by this time you had arms and legs and a heartbeat yet u were so tiny still,the week after i continued to bleed but only very light and u were so good u didnt cause mummy any pain i went for another scan but this time i knew u had passed and that u had died in mummys tummy and grew wings its just a feeling i had and daddy kept saying that u were ok bless him he was such a rock to me i went for my 2nd scan on 30th aug 2007 to see if u were ok and as soon as i lay on the table for my scan to see u i already knew what they were going to say and yes tayla babe u had grew wings 30th aug 2007 but u were still in mummys tummy mummy had a break down in the scanning room i couldnt belive what i was hearing tayla that u had grew angel wings that was the hardest day of my life being told that u had grew wings i was nearly 10 weeks pregnant when i lost u i cherish your scan picture tayla it will be with me forever , daddy went and brought mummy a photo frame so that we could look at your when ever we wanted to and tayla you will always be loved and never forgotten i have 5 children now just that your in heaven we often talk about you mummy and daddy find it very very hard that you were taken away from us and i keep asking myself why tayla why you y wasnt u given a chance but for now tayla always in our hearts and thoughts sending u floaty kisses and hugs i know your around us i feel you, thinking of you all the time love mummy ,daddy xxxxxxxx