Tayla (Ickkle) Gessey

2007 - 2007
LocationPlymouth
Age0
Date of Death8/2007
Visitors1,513 since 18/12/2007
Creator

i remember the day that i took my pregnancy test we were camping summer 2007 and had been wanting
this to happen for the last 3 years and finally before us was those positive lines on the pregnancy
test me and daddy were very happy we couldnt belive what we were seeing that i had finally got
pregnant after trying for so long i was about 4 weeks pregnant at the time but we just knew that it
would be positive ,so we carried on our camping trip and had a great time and the smiles on our face
were permenantly stuck on me and daddy decided to tell ur 2 brothers and 2 sisters that we were to
have you tayla in our family it was such joy seeing the faces of your brothers and sisters knowing
that they were to have another brother or sister , we finished our camping trip and came home i
still couldnt belive that i was actually pregnant with u it was such a happy time for us all i
booked into the docs to see the midwife when i was 7 weeks pregnant with u it then felt all so real
that we were going to have u in our life tayla , but the week after when i was 8 weeks pregnant with
u i started bleeding i broke down thinking the worst that i had lost you i went to a and e with
daddy and they told me that i would need a scan to see what was happening so off for a scan i went 2
days later , i was being scaned and as soon as i lay on the bed the epu lady said aww we got a heart
beat a nice strong one and that was such a relief that i was still keeping u warm baby and u were
still with me inside my tummy we had a picture of u and that picture i will cherish forever by this
time you had arms and legs and a heartbeat yet u were so tiny still,the week after i continued to
bleed but only very light and u were so good u didnt cause mummy any pain i went for another scan
but this time i knew u had passed and that u had died in mummys tummy and grew wings its just a
feeling i had and daddy kept saying that u were ok bless him he was such a rock to me i went for my
2nd scan on 30th aug 2007 to see if u were ok and as soon as i lay on the table for my scan to see u
i already knew what they were going to say and yes tayla babe u had grew wings 30th aug 2007 but u
were still in mummys tummy mummy had a break down in the scanning room i couldnt belive what i was
hearing tayla that u had grew angel wings that was the hardest day of my life being told that u had
grew wings i was nearly 10 weeks pregnant when i lost u i cherish your scan picture tayla it will be
with me forever , daddy went and brought mummy a photo frame so that we could look at your when ever
we wanted to and tayla you will always be loved and never forgotten i have 5 children now just that
your in heaven we often talk about you mummy and daddy find it very very hard that you were taken
away from us and i keep asking myself why tayla why you y wasnt u given a chance but for now tayla
always in our hearts and thoughts sending u floaty kisses and hugs i know your around us i feel you,
thinking of you all the time love mummy ,daddy xxxxxxxx


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Hello my baba brother/sister

I loves you alot and alot mum and dad been verry busy and they still think about you everyday like i do unfortunatly i cant come on here veryday as imm extremly busy :( lovveeee yooouuuu x

Shannon (Sister) October 2, 2009

Love you Icklkle x

Hello still thinking of you everyday we have had such a busy day I now hope you are being a good boy/girl and I hope Nanny/ryan/Jo are taking care of u I hope you are also having fun
Love you x
Shannon yoyr big sister

Shannon (Sister) July 30, 2009

Happy New Year

Tayla Happy new year i hope u have a good new year and you and the babys r had a good christmas i hoppe u did love you ur big sister shannon

Shannon (Sister) December 31, 2008

Love Lives On
Those we love remain with us
for love itself lives on,
and cherished memories never fade
because a loved one's gone.
Those we love can never be
more than a thought apart,
far as long as there is memory,
they'll live on in the heart.xxx

Linda Summerfield December 7, 2008

Hello tayla

Hello Tayla u shine like a star every nite like mumy said she loves you lots and im deffo cuming with her to the baby garden xxxshannonxxxx

Shannon (Sister) November 22, 2008

miss u

hello sweet heart

its mummy here sorry i not been on for a while not been havin a good time of it lately but im here now sweet heart ,hope u havin lots of fun up in the skys above with nannie and uncle ryan im sure they are lookin after u baby ,we will be comin to the babies garden on xmas eve again this yr baby and next to the angel we will be leavin u ur xmas prezzie im sure u will like it like u did last yr , missin u with all my heart now and always , floaty kisses to u and massive hugs , keep warm baby
all my love mummy xx

Claire (Mummy) November 22, 2008

Bridge of Love

There is a bridge of love
From our hearts to you
Where we've built love and memories
And admiration too.
This bridge of love is strongly built
To stretch far and wide
Keeping thoughts of our precious angels
Always by our sides

xxx

Linda Summerfield November 12, 2008

Those we love don't go away,
They walk beside us every day,
Unseen, unheard, but always near,
Still loved, still missed and very dear.
x

Linda Summerfield November 10, 2008

I'll Hold You in Heaven


From the very beginning I loved you,
As I made plans to hold you and rock you:
You were tiny and helpless as you lay in my womb,
But something went wrong and soon you were gone;
My young heart was broken, my tears fell like rain,
I'd never known such heart ache and pain.
I wonder who you look like, me or your dad,
Do you have my smile and his eyes?
Would you have been big and tall or tiny and small?
We had dreams for you that reached to the skies.
It was long, long ago and I still miss you so,
Thanks to Jesus, I'll see you in heaven.
I'll hold you in heaven someday,
When my trials on earth pass away;
The angels have rocked you, the Father watches over you,
I know you're waiting for me;
I never could hold you or tell you "Goodbye",
But I'll hold you in heaven someday.
xxx

Linda Summerfield November 5, 2008

Kisses to Heaven~

Today I sent a kiss to Heaven
I'm encouraging all of you to try
For if I have shared this with you
You have had a child die.

This kiss came from deep inside
And I know that it truly was received
Right after I had sent my kiss
A calming breeze surrounded me.

Not only that, a wind chime rang
From where I do not know
But I felt my children smile at me
And say they love me so.

Take a kiss within your hands
And look up to the sky
Release that kiss with loving care
Now please try not to cry.

Once your kiss is off to them
To Heaven's gate above
Just look for any single sign
Of your child's precious love.

~Unknown Author~
xxx

Linda Summerfield November 5, 2008
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